It's hard to be strong, even when being strong is the only choice you have. I'm going to the doctor today to get my test results for my MRI and my bloodwork. The nurse explained that they can't give me the test results over the phone and then she said that my scans showed some abnormalities...what is that supposed to mean?! I'm absolutely terrified.
BUT, on the brightside, my migraines have gotten less frequent and it seems like my medicine is starting to kick in. Instead of being constantly in pain, I usually now only get a few sharp stabs/waves of pain every couple of days. It's not perfect, but it's definitely a start.