MARYLAND!

My trip is in three days! I am SOOOO excited, but I've still got a ton of things to do before Tuesday morning...finishing packing, arranging my carry-on, picking up prescriptions, etc... urgh...BUT on the brightside I will be getting out of Idaho for two whole GLORIOUS weeks! What could be better than that?

Everyone, let it be known that I am awesome!

The semester is almost done! HURRAY! I am REALLY excited. I have three finals left, but I've decided I don't really care! I will study for them of course, (Like I should be doing now....) but if I do terribly then I won't worry and if I do well, then I will be happy. It's as simple as that. I have so many exciting new opportunities awaiting me as I near the end of this year's semester and I can't wait to get started. To friends old and new, here I come! Stephanie is back!

Help......

I just want to cry......what do I do? School is REALLY hard. I don't know if I can make it through the next few weeks of school. Things at home are hard. And the only person I want to see is half way around the world...... I am so tempted to just give up. I feel like I'm not getting anywhere.....what more can I do? How much more of myself can I sacrifice for others before I crack?! They said I would always have a place to come home to......all I want is my own room! A room that's not covered in dress-up shoes and dolls. I want to be able to have my own space so I can function properly!I have given up EVERYTHING for them. They walk all over me like I don't matter and every time I try to stand up for myself, they say I'm overreacting. When will someone start taking care of me instead of the other way around?