Sunday, May 9, 2010

Nooo motivation......whatsoever.......

I have a good question, and if anyone can answer, please, feel free. Why is it, that even though I KNOW I'm supposed to be going to college at BYU-Idaho, that I have no desire to be there? That I'm just about ready to say 'forget it' and move on? It's an interesting conumdrum that is boggling my mind. And I don't like it. It makes me feel more conflicted than I want to be with all of the other stuff on my mind. I have no motivation to do homework, no motivation to do well. It doesn't make any sense. WHY IS THAT?! URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just have to keep going to school, to keep trying to do well in school, even though I don't want to and i think that's one of the hardest things I've ever done. I know better things are coming and I feel really at peace with answers I've gotten and decisions I've made, I'm just really impatient for them to get here. Any advice?

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