Musings

Do you know what's weird? What's weird is that losing something you never had hurts just as much or more so than losing something you did have. It's like your dream/fantasy is no longer possible because all of the random variables are no longer in play, they don't matter anymore; the book has closed. Something you've always kept in the back of your mind, on the back burner, just in case. And when it's gone, even though you had no control over it, you feel a little sad and your heart breaks a little.

"My love, leave yourself behind


Beat inside me, leave you blind

My love, you have found peace

You were searching for release



You gave it all into the call

You took a chance and

You took the fall for us



You came thoughtfully

Loved me faithfully

You taught me honor

You did it for me



Tonight you will sleep for good

You will wait for me, my love



Now I am strong, you gave me all

You gave all you had

And now I am home


My love, leave yourself behind

Beat inside me, leave you blind

My love, look what you can do

I am mending, I'll be with you



You took my hand and added a plan

You gave me your heart

I asked you to dance with me



You loved honestly

Did what you could release

Ah, ooh



I know you're pleased to go

I won't relieve this love



Now I am strong, you gave me all

You gave all you had

And now I am home



My love, leave yourself behind

Beat inside me, I'll be with you"

-My Love, By Sia

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mtM_cc4SPJI


"Faith... sustains the soul through moments that otherwise would destroy us." -Emily Freeman