Part of me can see what would happen if by nothing short of a miracle I actually made it onto Glee, it would be everything I had ever dreamed of happening; everything that I have been working towards since I was a sophomore in high school. But if I made it......would it be worth it? Would it be worth giving up the other things I dream of? Like, getting married to my best friend, getting a college degree, raising a family......would all of that stuff take a back seat to my career? Is that what I really want? I only have a short time to decide what I want, what I really want and I hope to high heaven that I make the right decision. Pray with all that you have, because I'm going to need it. The decisions I make in the next couple of days, not to sound melodramatic or anything, (But whether or not you realize it, every decision you make has some impact on your future), will affect the rest of my life.